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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas

[but i haven't thought of you lately at all.]
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urgh. *wretchface* revision. but good luck to any of you who have exams right now! which probably isn't many. you weird people with your December exams.
my notes currently include words like dominant, victim and BILBO.

I am amassing a long list of fic to write. this isn't good.

Lush do the best face cleaners ever. it tastes of salt and fruit, which is rather unpleasant. for once, I didn't mean to try it though. which is unusual.

I'm just so... tired, I guess. I'm sleeping lots, just tired. I can't wait for these two weeks to be over.
...I'm also a little worried? okay, a lot worried.

I need to sort out if I'm going to London and things like that. I really do want to, though. fun things? yes plz. ZOO? even more yes plz.

I hate my shitty memory combined with alcohol. went out with Katie, Max and Andrew on Wednesday and many hilarious things were said. however, all I remember is Max yelling 'you're a fag' through the wall and Andrew inappropriately dancing at Max's back. while Max was, um, otherwise occupied. good times, good times. also, never put make up on without checking what the weather outside is like. ahaha, drowned rat look is so in.
I also need new converse. like, yesterday. hopefully I'll see Emmy soon, but thinking of buying some red cons as well. or green.

also, HAY. five months till I'm 21. awesome.

[this is all i need to feel alive.]
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things that make me happy.
- my friends. yes, we all know I can be a disgusting sap at times, but hey. ♥♥ there are some of my friends who put up with a ridiculous amount of shit and clinginess off me. there are also some people who are just fantastically funny.
and the best part? I get to see a fair few of them next weekend. ♥
even if I only see you once or twice a year, even if I don't speak to you much, even if we're just lj friends, all of you have made my life so much better.

- cut for photo )
scenester cowboys. because, um, what? this is awesome, yet utterly bizarre.
also, new panic song that doesn't sound, well, odd.

- music! I mean, I went to an anime con, and came back with four cds! [we went on a tesco run and were gone for almost three hours! it was awesome.] and one of those is screamo! also, I have discovered the Hush Sound. ♥

- I have a burning desire to make Iso into the prettiest princess at amecon.

- mint and tea tree shampoo is not edible. tastes soapy. also made Steve's hair smell delicious, or so he claimed.

- House Emo won. incidentally, it seems Junpei was not pulling my leg.

- Seaking?

- Reading! Becky~ coaches? tents? I is mildly unprepared.

[my tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent.]
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so, huh, chocolate. I'm currently trying out my new chocolate facemask, and it's a little itchy. I won't tell you what it tastes like, because even I'm not that stupid to try it.
[list of things I have eaten: apple conditioner, strawberry bubble bath, and most recently, chocolate/coffee/orange shower gel. '...it has a soapy aftertaste!' '...well, yeah.']

Emded up in town with Nik, Neko and Mike yesterday, and I brought junk. :D I'm not that much of a girly-girl, but when I buy cosmetics/bath stuff, I go all out. So I have three things from Lush [shower gel, face wash and a face mask, which means, damn, is my skin nice] and some stuff that turns eyeshadow into eyeliner. Also, Appletizer, but I drank that.
Neko's shoulder is now her face. Anyone who knows me should know how many 'your face' jokes I make. I'm the very model of maturity.
It's so good to see people. Just to hang around and make silly jokes and look around shops and watch people blowing bubbles. and the doughnuts. ....could have done without going in every computer games shop in Birmingham though. [not quite, but nearly.]

My great uncle is in hospital. The kind where it's unlikely he'll come back out again. Which is just kind of... meh, on so many levels. There's issues with who the doctors tell what to and all that, as well as the whole, well, not likely to come back bit. I feel sorry for my grandma.

Home makes me stress.
But we watched Heroes, so that's one good thing.