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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas

[you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not.]
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In other news, our microwave is broken! I was talking to Matt [the guy whose friend came with to mujs] and he's pretty sure he knows who it is. The same person who keeps leaving food in the sink and the sides and cooker messy.

I have a new alarm clock and confusion over how to sort my riding lessons. Especially with money. Blargh. I guess I'll have to talk about it on thursday.

I feel super giggly. go figure.

[maybe maybe someday I will update properly. now wish me luck.]

[take my advice, cause we are bad news.]
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song title meme )


band meme )


List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.
1. Brand New - Failure By Design - because everyone loves angsty pop punk. [this is a lesson in procrastination / I kill myself because I'm so frustrated / and every single second that I put it off / means another lonely night I got to race the clock]
2. Elliot Minor - Parallel World - um, I seriously didn't want to like this! it's kind of cheesy, yet... somehow addictive. [I’m stuck in parallel worlds / or something supernatural / it won't let me go]
3. The Sounds - 24 Hours - so the lyrics I chose are actually super cheesy but this band makes me so happy. really dancy and just awesome. [oh / you said it was love for the first time / oh, baby, baby be mine / cause I'm in love, in love, in love, in love with you]
4. Fall Out Boy - Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued - this song is the ultimate in long and pointless songnames! what more justification do I need, apart from it makes me want to dance? [it's just past eight and I'm feeling young and reckless / the ribbon on my wrist says / 'do not open before christmas']
5. Death Cab For Cutie - Marching Bands of Manhattan [sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole / just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound / but while you debate half empty or half full / it slowly rises, your love is gonna drown. ]
6. John Mayer - Slow Dancing In a Burning Room [can't seem to hold you like I want to / so I can feel you in my arms / nobody's gonna come and save you / we pulled too many false alarms]
7. My Chemical Romance - Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - happy song about people being in love and happy together! and then VAMPIRES! I really can't help but laugh. oh, it's srs bsns. [not knowing you'd change from just one bite / I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight.]


there are some things that people don't want to talk about. and you know, I'd've thought when asking 'why?' if the reply was 'because', it would kind of imply they don't really want to talk about it. huh. but what do I know?

I went out for a ride on Banner, and it's kind of all good, because it's one of the few times I can talk to my mother without her bringing up the thing about jobs and the summer. and as well, I love that horse to bits and pieces.

I'm thinking of what to spend my birthday gift voucher on. I'm torn between an iTunes gift voucher or selling it to my mother. huh, she still owes me for those chocolates she ate. also, I kind of really want the Sounds album and perhaps the special edition of From Under The Cork Tree. But that can wait until September. I don't know if my lj account can wait until then. I'm kind of addicited to this thing, huh. I do kind of need new jeans a little more urgently.

I'm getting around to replying to comments. srsly.

[This song is not for you lovers.]
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Monday was a fantastic day. Ellie came over, and then we went to the park to play. Because it's not like we're 19 or anything, right? Right. So, swinging and shopping and giggling and talking and pick and mix were had, and I really do love this girl. ♥ She is far cuter than I will ever be, alas. I was being a spaz and showing her pictures, and she looked at a few and said 'Is that a girl or a boy?' And ahh, this is true love. ♥ ♥ Because Ryan Ross is a girl.
The Atlanta show is ♥ 'The poor groom's bride is a... slut.' And Brendon looks like Brandon Flowers from the Killers all of a sudden. I... approve.
I also really love the new Killers video. The dinosaur! Playing beatmania games! Teaching Japanese school children how to dance!

Most of my days are spent revising, trying to revise and picking ambiguous msn names. Plus playing Maple, because I have a new guild! With people I know! If only Alex hadn't abandoned us, sob sob, emo, etc. And also kicking fics. Because they are mutating.

[hooker demons. demons... that are hookers. oh god, i love my fandom so much.]

Exchanges like 'Tomorrow is SPPPAAAAAARRTTTTAAAAAAA.' '...No, tomorrow is Friday.' make my life better. ♥

[livejournal.com profile] eleclya_m, next year, do you fancy going to the horse riding club with me? I'll try and stick with it this year, but I'm really not sure which class I'll be in.
But I'm riding Banner again, and I love him so much.

What? My house is like a black hole for my jacket. There's this one jacket I brought like... Well, it was America, and I haven't been to America since 03. And I wore it a lot in lower sixth. So yeah, almost four years ago.
For some reason, it was on the banisters the other day. But hey. I wanted a new hoodie. I'm still eyeing that Panic hoodie for my birthday. [if anyone loves me, I'm twenty in June. ahaha.] I'm also thinking of being really mean and sending my mother to go to Hot Topic for arm warmers for me when they go to America - if they go. But seriously, they'd be staying in one of the Disney hotels. And I can't go. [Plus, it'd be including the day of my dad's 50th birthday. Talk about random.]

I should be seeing Neko on Wednesday. At last! I mean, I last saw her at Auchi, which was too long ago.

I love being at home. The internet is so fast.

[How you ever gonna find your place?]
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My dreams freak me out. I was feeling somewhat weird last night as it was, but now... Kablooey! I hate my head going kablooey. :| So I'm tired and my head is being screwy, I so don't want this right now. But who ever does? Also, why can I never sleep in the same bed as my boyfriend? :|

The java is done! DEFEATED! So yeah, we have a nice nifty casino game that takes all your money. Repeatedly. :3 Alas, if only it was real money. However, since yesterday was Friday 8th December - Signals [ughhh], Digital System Design and Maths are also done. Wait, does that mean Sarri only has two reports left to do this term? Yes it does. :3 Admittedly, one of them is the team project, but it's one credit. It's all looking up now, boys and girls, the end of term is in sight. And my parents should be ordering my camera. :3 Uh wow, anything ordered in the last two years off Amazon has been mine. Wins. For I am brat, hear me rawr.

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday were spent mostly in computer labs. Wednesday night did have an interlude of Nandos - heaven in chicken form before heading off to the 24 hour cluster. And Thursday night I slept too much. And Friday was just a rush. :| Stressful, but, tis over. Also, you have to love my department's organisation. Second years had 3 computer based courseworks to hand in yesterday... so they close our main lab from 12.30 till 5. And also, take down our intranet with our notes. Well done, EEE. :D But at least you paid me. Although Sainsburys gave me too much change. But after I handed everything in ♥ went straight to Greggs for cakes... Oversleeping + deadlines - money = no food. XD Me and Steve did go to mujs, but Akira sent me to sleep. I'd've liked to stay for FLCL but oh wells~ All their events are even when I have no money or when I'm... at home. D: Did talk to Potato and Lizzy a bit cause we turned up early, which was cool. I dither with my social groups. :/
So today has been a nice lazy day - net and no work is the way life should be. Tomorrow I might actually look at my Microelectronic Components [don't my module names sound so... geeky? xP]

So, by this time tomorrow next week, I'll be home. Christmas always does seem so long, but I'm looking forward to going back. I get to see my friends, the puppies, and of course, my favourite ball of fluff - Banner :D I'm going to miss Steve, but I don't want it to be that big of a deal - i.e. getting uber mopey and emo. Also, I need to revise like hell. I'm also kinda looking forward to my presents. My camera too, since it's not technically a present. But we have to 'negotiate' on when I get it, even though I should be able to pay for it myself. [So! Expect photo spams soon. I forsee my birthday present might be a memory card.] But otherwise, I'm getting money mostly off relatives, and going shopping with my grandma too. There's been some t-shirts I've been eyeing up online... So obviously, I will need more trousers too. Also really looking forward to Steve's present, the plushies will finally be mine...
Talking of Christmas presents~ basically, I'm going to have to buy my presents after my loan comes in, and I shall distribute presents as and when I see you. Unless you're Neko, then it's Toko!Christmas all the way.

Where did everyone get the idea that I am cute? >|
Answers on a postcard.

[Biscuit mangoes, yes, but mango biscuits, that's a con.]
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Oh, the burn. Today was the first time I'd been along to the riding club, which was actually kinda fun. The whole money thing about is complicated though. £11 per lesson, £3 for bus ticket - I owe someone £1 for the bus, and another person owes me £9 for lessons. xD
However, it was somewhat, uh, ego boosting. I was in the intermediate group, and I was the only person who'd ridden somewhat recently. So apart from complaining about my face [uh, haha, I pulled a face when he said about trotting without stirrups. I learnt my lesson.] apparently I had a good position [bwahahaha. My position sucks most of the time.] and in a few weeks, I might get put up a group. Means I'd have to find a different horse to ride though. And I need a whip. Everyone on my lesson was so friendly though :3 It was nice.
But oh oh how my legs hurt. And I have a blister on my toe.
So I'm gonna go take another shower in a bit to make myself feel better. And smell all minty.
Should also email my tutor group... Blegh.

Things to look forward to though... Anime tonight, of course. And on Friday... Ellie is all mine! BWAHAHAHHA. Although, dearest Wabbit, what do you actually eat? And possibly cinema gets?

And current music? Teh win.
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[And everytime you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh.]
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1. Post a list of 12 books/movies/TV that you've had a fannish love of at some time in your life.
2. Have your friends list guess your favorite character from each one.

1. Fruits Basket - Kyou
2. Kingdom Hearts - Kairi [...look. that layouty thing up there.]
3. Digimon - Kari
4. Nana
5. Firefly
6. Tenchi Muyo - Ryo-Ohki
7. Sailor Moon
8. Card Captor Sakura - Sakura
9. Pirates of the Carribean - Will
10. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzimiya
11. Lord of the Rings [book]
12. Harry Potter


Oh yeah, Microelectric Components for the win. ELEVEN PEOPLE. Hehe, yeah, I can get into my class list now.

But yes. Conspiracies abound. Future incoming puppy, possibly to be named Indy. Because Indiana. 'I've got a lot of fond memories of that dog.' ...If anyone actually gets the reference, I'd so totally love you.
But... a dog. Srsly. But my dad gave in. Which nobody was expecting.

And Rose, how I adore thee. It's taken me 4 days to do what took me about a month to do.

Uni soon. And holy crap, am I gonna miss Banner or what. ;___________________________________;

But hrrrm. I want to write, and I'm sleepy, and I want that camera >______>
I also like chewing bluetak. *gnaws* Teeth marks show up so well.

[You are the one, the one that lies close to me.]
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=_= Please, someone, convince me I don't want to cosplay a Turk. [I probably won't, but... suits? yes plz. X3 as well... which one? XD]
I'd also like Cait Sith. :x

[...brain imploding. Vincent/Cait Sith. ummm wtf. what is it with me and finding the crack!fic lately. it burns my brain, the precious, yes it does. between this and that Reno fic... brain is mush.]

Yesterday was kinda fun. Hung out with Ellie and watched Chasing Amy [good ending, if not kinda depressing, not that much of a comedy either imo] and Bring It On [cheesy, good fun. :D] Also ate popcorn and listened to socrapit'sgood!music. :3 Then we went to ride :D yup, Ellie too.
I need to get all the photos together of it.

Today, I discovered the joys of walk to canter transitions while on a hack. ♥

My imagination has been on overdrive lately. Um, that sounds dodgy. It's not.
First off, I have a super weird, slightly freaky dream involving Iso kicking me [oh oh the irony], Lei laughing at it all and me being very scared of being crushed in a group of people. Yay personal space issues. XD Then, out of nowhere, original fiction ideas are popping up again. All get tangled up in my brain.
I also want to make layout and icons. :D

umm wtf, I've had a boyfriend for 10 months. Something is seriously up with that.

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That Only Fools on Horses thing makes me somewhat nostalgic. Since jumping is my nemesis. Always has. :P Considering the last time I jumped was, hmm, about... 5 years ago? :P
But yeah, makes me think it'd be cool to do that again. Although I would fail dramatically at courses. Steering has never been my fortitude. :3

My phone is moderately Doctor Who-fied. Phone me! So I can dance to my ringtone.