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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas

[i got a bed, it really cost a fortune, i go away and it's too big without you.]
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For the first five people that reply to me and re-post this challenge - I will send you something that I think rocks.

It might be something I've made or something that makes me think of you or something else that is awesome.

Whatever it is, I promise that I will get it to you in 365 days or less.

The only thing you need to do in order to participate is to be one of the first five to reply to this, AND post this very same thing on YOUR livejournal - cause it's fun to give people stuff.

1. [livejournal.com profile] kyoskatze
2. [livejournal.com profile] hiccu_pop
3. [livejournal.com profile] tarnia

email me at sarritichi@scritch.me.uk with your e-mail!



I am far, far too giggly.

plus, you can get this cd on amazon for the high, high total of. 85p. is that too high a cost for memories?
pfft, no.

[what we invented, i am now ending.]
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once again, the internet prevails. this song - oh, it's awesome.
...I really want to see them live again.


Manchester, Saturday, come one, come all.


there's still room on the writing meme~
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[sleep comes with a knife, fork and a spoon.]
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to celebrate having money, I went to Huddersfield on Saturday to see Paws and Junpei. in which I fell in love with Vista, Bioshock, and ate cookies. heard lots of innuendo. had lots of random, pseudo heart-to-hearts.
it's always kind of fun to look back on things with people. we've known each other for three years, which leads to a lot of 'if this had happened-' or 'maybe things would have been different if-', but laughing over it.
and emo porn. I kid you not. setting up Paw's pc, Scott made a folder called 'emo porn' just to show how the folder system worked, and then showed me a site with actual, honest to god, emo porn. rule 34.


fencing today was tiring, but I have a Dory to keep me company. also, everyone is really friendly.
[alas, the Chase-lookalike was not there.]

I was going to write this really prentiously emo and bitchy entry about disappointments and expectations, but now, I feel happy again.
I also met the mysterious fourth [fifth] flatmate - apparently the person in room 5 is actually a they and are a couple sharing, and it's their stuff in the lounge. she seems really nice and friendly, so we both had a '\o/ person who likes socialising!' moment. we'll see. we'll see.


according to last.fm, apparently last week, I really loved Jesse Lacey [singer of Brand New] - 141 plays, when usually my highest artist for a week is around 50? oops.


more on transformers. )

[this is all i need to feel alive.]
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things that make me happy.
- my friends. yes, we all know I can be a disgusting sap at times, but hey. ♥♥ there are some of my friends who put up with a ridiculous amount of shit and clinginess off me. there are also some people who are just fantastically funny.
and the best part? I get to see a fair few of them next weekend. ♥
even if I only see you once or twice a year, even if I don't speak to you much, even if we're just lj friends, all of you have made my life so much better.

- cut for photo )
scenester cowboys. because, um, what? this is awesome, yet utterly bizarre.
also, new panic song that doesn't sound, well, odd.

- music! I mean, I went to an anime con, and came back with four cds! [we went on a tesco run and were gone for almost three hours! it was awesome.] and one of those is screamo! also, I have discovered the Hush Sound. ♥

- I have a burning desire to make Iso into the prettiest princess at amecon.

- mint and tea tree shampoo is not edible. tastes soapy. also made Steve's hair smell delicious, or so he claimed.

- House Emo won. incidentally, it seems Junpei was not pulling my leg.

- Seaking?

- Reading! Becky~ coaches? tents? I is mildly unprepared.

[cross my t's and dot my i's.]
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asddkj. I was thinking today, 'you know what would be awesome, if My Chemical Romance toured again this year.'
well, they are. Just not in Manchester. In Sheffield, on a weekday, when my last train would be at 10.50pm.
so yeah, my face is incredibly emo.

Someone told me today that when they read Harry Potter, their mental image of Ginny is of me. It's actually kind of sweet.

Suddenly, it's summer. for real, it's sunny and warm. I'm eating pineapple and playing football with the pups. Or at least, kicking a ball for them to chase, and Indy to maul.
['the puppies or the england cricket team?' 'the puppies might actually win the ashes.']

Incidentally, Toko. Maybe I should be paying attention to the forums.

However, Toko means I'll miss my great uncle's funeral. I'm sad i can't go, but in a way, I'm kind of glad inside. i really don't like them. But who does?
My cousin is getting a sidekick. feh, says I.

I'm really hungry, and this pattern kind of frustrates me. Because I'm always hungry again at about 10 or 11.

it's days like this where I just want to lie outside and watch the clouds.

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In the morning, my hair smells like green starbust and mints. if that's not a great way to start off the day, then what is?
I've been a bit angry and messed up lately, but sometimes, when it's sunny, it's hard to be annoyed. just sitting and relaxing in the summer breeze, it's a whole different world.

I'm more than a little bit in love with Straylight Run right now, and Reading is closer and closer. I heard something about lostprophet's new album which reminded me. plus, of course, panic et al.
I have the MCR dvd now. It's kind of awesome.
This summer, I should probably watch every music dvd I own. That's um, actually quite a few.

Today, Max ate the top of the tv remote, then did something to his leg which involved scraping the skin off. So he's not happy, so Indy is all subdued. and smelly. urgh.

Two more weeks? [I'm good to go.]

[take my advice, cause we are bad news.]
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song title meme )


band meme )


List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.
1. Brand New - Failure By Design - because everyone loves angsty pop punk. [this is a lesson in procrastination / I kill myself because I'm so frustrated / and every single second that I put it off / means another lonely night I got to race the clock]
2. Elliot Minor - Parallel World - um, I seriously didn't want to like this! it's kind of cheesy, yet... somehow addictive. [I’m stuck in parallel worlds / or something supernatural / it won't let me go]
3. The Sounds - 24 Hours - so the lyrics I chose are actually super cheesy but this band makes me so happy. really dancy and just awesome. [oh / you said it was love for the first time / oh, baby, baby be mine / cause I'm in love, in love, in love, in love with you]
4. Fall Out Boy - Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued - this song is the ultimate in long and pointless songnames! what more justification do I need, apart from it makes me want to dance? [it's just past eight and I'm feeling young and reckless / the ribbon on my wrist says / 'do not open before christmas']
5. Death Cab For Cutie - Marching Bands of Manhattan [sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole / just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound / but while you debate half empty or half full / it slowly rises, your love is gonna drown. ]
6. John Mayer - Slow Dancing In a Burning Room [can't seem to hold you like I want to / so I can feel you in my arms / nobody's gonna come and save you / we pulled too many false alarms]
7. My Chemical Romance - Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - happy song about people being in love and happy together! and then VAMPIRES! I really can't help but laugh. oh, it's srs bsns. [not knowing you'd change from just one bite / I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight.]


there are some things that people don't want to talk about. and you know, I'd've thought when asking 'why?' if the reply was 'because', it would kind of imply they don't really want to talk about it. huh. but what do I know?

I went out for a ride on Banner, and it's kind of all good, because it's one of the few times I can talk to my mother without her bringing up the thing about jobs and the summer. and as well, I love that horse to bits and pieces.

I'm thinking of what to spend my birthday gift voucher on. I'm torn between an iTunes gift voucher or selling it to my mother. huh, she still owes me for those chocolates she ate. also, I kind of really want the Sounds album and perhaps the special edition of From Under The Cork Tree. But that can wait until September. I don't know if my lj account can wait until then. I'm kind of addicited to this thing, huh. I do kind of need new jeans a little more urgently.

I'm getting around to replying to comments. srsly.

[so if you're calling me out- i broke a string!]
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Okay, the live version of this song makes me giggle so much. Harmonicas! Strings being broken!
I'm saving off watching the dvd performance of it until after my exams. Although it's tempting.
Oh yeah. I'm digging Taking Back Sunday and Brand New right now.

If you ever wanted proof of the fact that a) I have no life or b) I may know too much about music than is good for me, go check Facebook out. My current score on iLike is 7003.
yeah. whatever, procrastinator.

It is sunny and I feel good. If not for the fact my arms and back hurt and I have revision to do, but oh well.
I'ma gonna go hide back in the other end of my room.

[fine! start thundering right after I've posted that! now the sun has gone away.]


drama is drama is drama.


current point of amusement:
'an internet - which may be the Internet'

This was like, in the first lecture. I underlined it in pink, for I was amused.
Then again, this was the subject where the guy liked saying violate a lot.
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[I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top.]
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Bad news, Koi no Megalover is actually growing on me. I can withstand the crazy screamo bit, because the hyper bit is just awesome. But seriously, uh what. Yay for random Engrish.
In other news, I played some Arma Angelus for Paws today, just to prove how different they are from Fall Out Boy. XD

Old meme is old!
Hung out with [livejournal.com profile] kiraras_lemon, [livejournal.com profile] penanna, [livejournal.com profile] loki128 and [livejournal.com profile] pawsaldo today, and there was general madness and violence. And Pokemans. And because Paws kept stepping on the ripped part of my trousers, there's now a part by the hem where I had to hack off the torn bit with a knife so I'd stop tripping on it.
And me being a total loser and being half an hour late when I live ten minutes from the station. Oh, priorities, what are those?

My mouth is kind of hurting at the moment, it might be my wisdom tooth, but who knows? I have bonjela, but that actually makes it hurt a little worse.

Now, um, I have to go wash out this glass that had chocolate milk in, it's beginning to go green around the edges. Ahahaha, yes, I need to clean my room like whoa. Especially since I have people crashing here for the next three weekends! [it makes me feel popular. I really don't mind, because as well, noodles, pirates and dancing are involved.]

Also [although I know I'm going to have to e-mail them as well] Loki, Tegan, Ellie! Regarding my birthday thing - I have one sleeping bag! So it'd be super useful if you could tell me if you had anything we could be able to use!

Noodles, noodles, noodles.

[it's all a case of 'he said, she said', 'I would', 'I think', and nobody's sure, least of all me. so maybe I should ask someone who knows?]

[I've been doing someone that you know, it's not a secret to me anymore.]
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On my current playlist, I'm listening to a Swedish dance punk band [the Sounds], a band which apparently got its name from a talking cobra in the desert [Cobra Starships] and some of the String Quartet Tributes, along with the general stuff I normally listen to, with a heavy bias towards My Chemical Romance, Panic and Fall Out Boy, with a dash of Muse thrown in for good measure.
I love my music taste. Too much music, too little space.

So come on, flist. What music are you digging right now? [leave me comments! spam me! please.]


So, today is London, for madness and other assorted fun.
[because waking up at 5 is all the rage. because I decided to dye my hair, and because I need at least two hours to make sure I'm awake and don't miss my 6.20 train. because spending 7 and a half hours on a train is hysterically fun, in the way it's really not.]
Also, for kicks, there probably will may be a phone post.

...Catch you on the flipside, boys and girls.

[In ashes to ashes, I'm falling, falling. In ashes to ashes, I'm losing, losing.]
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Meme gankage from [livejournal.com profile] shuraiya, wherein you leave a comment with the person who is posting the meme and they go into your interests - they pick three of your interests and have you explain them in an entry! And then other people ask you to pick their interests! :D

Kicking the Iso
- Okay, you may or may not know I used to date [livejournal.com profile] isonekobaka. There was great angst and emo revolving around it, whatever. And some point after the breakup and getting to be friends again, there was kicking. Because I'm a little bit violent. And kick him. A lot. And in our 'oh my god we are so totally cool' way, me and a friend added it to our interests. And then other people added it. So it kind of spiralled. Jesus condones kicking the Iso! [Someone added the interest on a spoof lj.] We love our drama! ...No, really, we don't but it's all good now.

Pocketsized pop-punk boys
- Because Panic! At The Disco are tiny. They're probably not that tiny, but it is just how the fandom sees them. They're so tiny and cute. It's really a case of stealing interests from comms I'm in. [and plus, I'm kind of really into them at the moment.]

Cheap plastic toys
It's a throwback to when I still liked Gundam Seed. They had it in their interests, and I thought 'hey, that's kind of funny.' And plus, I love cheap plastic toys. I have two tins full of random junk on my desk, current contents including a Hello Kitty pencil topper, some Naruto phone charms, hairclips, my keyring chewtoy [it's bendy and comes to pieces, fun to gnaw on], paper clips and some badges.
In fact, I have a whole drawer dedicated to my random cheap toys and shiny things. I'm like a magpie.


Today was kinda fun. Bar the falling asleep every five minutes because people decided to drag me into multiconvos at midnight!
I'm not complaining, mind you.

At lunch, ended up playing frisbee with Keith, Rob and Rob's friend [k I suck at knowing people's names] and later joined by more people in our year. And yeah, I suck at frisbee. But it was fun.
After that [including demonstration of our project, but that's boring] met up with Pin, Ani and random quiet person. And it was fun. Stealing cherries! Innuendo that wasn't. ['Swallow!' *chokechoke* 'D: Stop being twisted!']

And there was also shopping, because when isn't there shopping. I said 'keep me away from the make up because I always have to buy some!' and Pin says 'I need to go look at the make up!' So I brought some. And then Anisha goes 'I want to go to TK Max!' And I always buy t-shirts there. However - lilac t-shirt with a dragon fly and the text 'I'm a great catch' is win.


This song is one that always makes the hairs on my arm stand up and makes me shiver.

Loads of songs do that. Kind of crazy.

[We're such crazy babies, little monkey.]
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Ahahaha, what.

cut for the vaguest of vague spoilers. )


Things I should really get done before Wednesday.
1. Contract. Uh, yeah, fail.
2. Send cheques. As above, fail.
3. Revise.
4. Character set design. ...Again. Because my group member fails and stole a really crappy lame set.
5. ...Revise some more.
6. Wash clothes.
7. Write.

I really also shouldn't be spending any more money. Least, not till next weekend. Oh, my loan, how I adore thee.
[Yeah, guess who preordered Pokemon Diamond, fool.]


Also, the new Bloc Party tracks are kind of win. I really don't like the start of The Prayer that much [that loads of people have had as msn names, aha.] but the chorus is just great. And I Still Remember is awesome too.


In two weeks, I'll be coming home from London. How's that for awesome.

[So I'll wait until I find the remote part of your heart.]
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I can't seem to stop updating. Odd.

Project wise - the touch screen is working. Only problem is, I'm too sleepy to write the report.
Amusing things that happened during the labs today:

  • Commodore measuring the resistance of his tongue. Apparently it's a megaohm.

  • Going into labs after lunch, realising I couldn't do anything. Told Sean to text me when he'd finished with the board and I'd come in the lab. I go home and as soon as I get in, get a message telling me to come back. I almost cried.

  • Walking past Jonny and pulling a 'I'm-a-spaz-who's-going-back-into-uni-at-4pm' face.

  • Finally making back into uni, and feeling grouchy, Commodore looks over and is 'she has lost the will to live!'

  • Realising what we thought was the x coordinate was actually the y and vice versa. And having no idea how we did it. This is the wonders of my class.

  • Finding out my block diagram was unimaginative. what. It's a diagram. Showing functions and how they interact. where does imagination come into it? [...We still got 73%. That's a first right there.]

Tomorrow looks to be fun, heading off to mujs [for anime I do not care about.] with the lovely [livejournal.com profile] pinali [and maybe even buying my pet emo] and hopefully going to either 5th or 42s. However, going in a group makes my queue jumper kind of pointless.

Also thinking of doing a voicepost, since my voice amuses me.

And even though you're in Sacramento, happy birthday [livejournal.com profile] shuraiya ♥~ [and plus, I do believe it is [livejournal.com profile] nickel_curry's birthday soon as well :0!]

This song kind of hurts. But in the 'oh, this is a fantastic song' way. Plus Scottish accents and poems that send a shiver down my spine? Can't go wrong with that.

[I know, I know. I'm so hideously random. It makes up for the deep and meaningful last night.]
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[Waiting through all of your bad, bad days; just to end them with someone you care about?]
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So, yeah, [livejournal.com profile] shuraiya asked the other day if I'd seen the trailer for the new Panic video. So, I went to go see it.
what the fuck.
Hopefully the entire video won't be like that. Because it makes me giggle in the 'this video is actually kinda of seriously weird.' [For kicks, the new Cute Is What We Aim For video did that as well, but not as bad because, hello? Mime-sex?] It just makes me disappointed, because I watched the Lying video right after, which is actually kinda cool. And then the vid for Saturday. [because everyone needs pete wentz as a serial killer, right? right.] But yeah. I am not liking the porn. Especially masquerading as a music video.

Sundays are such... slow days. Honestly, I never get any work done on a Sunday. I don't even write fic. It's just a bit like I've hit a dead end, or a wall, or something.

[livejournal.com profile] eleclya_m, you going to indie tomorrow?

someone help me find some inspiration.

[I've got a plan, we can't get caught.]
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[ahaha, would you look at that. this was sarri_chansarri_chan, now changed to [livejournal.com profile] kthxrawr because despite it all, I'm a little attached to the entries, even if I'm bored of the name.]
[...also, damn you semagic for eating the first attempt at this entry.]

So, who is a complete failure at playing background music? All I had to do was press the right song in the right place. Managed to play the wrong song, start a song too early, start playing a song with mute on, forget to put mute on... But still, they said I did a good job, so I might help out another time. Next event they're running is the same night as the Indiesoc meal though, oops. It'll be good to see indie people again.

I really wish I'd gone to see either Cute Is what We Aim For or hellogoodbye back in January. Maybe it's the overdosing on p!atd, or the fact that I generally prefer the bouncier music anyway...

Still feeling a bit gross and sniffly, and my throat isn't really feeling much better. Still being weird about food though. Plus, I'm permanently cursed with typos at the moment. And my stomach is still all scaly/itchy with rash. Yuck.

I found the best cover of Round Here ever. It makes me sparkle, although the original still wins. I think Counting Crows are one of the best bands I've seen live for sure. I'm also getting the p!atd boxset soon and a 'new' mobile. New meaning it's better than my current one.

And really, it's so dinner time now.
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[Best friends, ex-friends till the end.]
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Okay, I'm pretty much loving Infinity On High. Apart from This Ain't A Scene, but you knew that. I want a mini shopping spree yesterday - brought Infinity on High, some new underwear and stuff [omg emo pants :D].

'we are backstage at civic hall in wolverhampton - a city outside of london.'
...Uhhh, what? Haha. Although, as Ellie pointed out, for some Americans, anywhere that isn't London is outside of it. I'm still giggling over this a little.

Emo music is bad for me, it makes me giggly. It doesn't make me emo, just hyper. Hyper is a bad thing, because I have stories stuck inside my head, and I can't get them out. Which makes me sad.
Although I'm making schemes and extracting promises from people to come with me the next time bands tour. I'm crazy like that.

I did go to the doctors, finally. And everything is moderately sorted - the diagnosis is that everything will be better if I lose weight. So I need to really look into judo or karate or something already. But it all kinda works out, I would like to feel better about what I look like. Although - 34FF? Booya. That's always an ego boost, right.

So, oh yeah. It's been a great weekend.

[oh wait, there's the crash.]

...I'm going to laugh at myself now, because I am so goddamn emo. :3 I love myself. ♥
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[I've already given up on myself twice, third time is the charm, third time is the charm.]
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So much for that 'heavy snow', huh? >_> I count this as a major failure of snow.

Damn you, English weather.

This song, however, is win. And lyrics? Even more win.
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[It's a strange way of saying that I know I'm supposed to love you.]
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Also, they cast Prince Caspian for the next Narnia movie - incidentally, Prince Caspian. Strange that. Makes me giggle though, because he's 25. Playing a 14 year old. It's not that bad considering his last role - Dakin in The History Boys. Heh. Not the same one as the film, but still, pretty good looking.

Saturday was truely made of win. We've gotta do it again, but maybe with more people. But watching things like Yu-Gi-Oh: The Abridged Series and Narutowned with people who find it as funny as I do is great. :D [I am convinced that is the best Naruto AMV ever.] Also brought an Emily the Strange plushie and a tshirt from Animal. Gotta love sales. :P
Also brought The Postal Service's album since I figured I really liked the songs I already had. I'm also thinking of getting the new Fall Out Boy album too - anyone got any opinions? I still don't like 'This Ain't A Scene' but I'm really loving 'G.I.N.A.S.F.S.' It's the kinda song I like.

Still gotta do my [livejournal.com profile] adayinmylife posts though, I really should get around to doing it.

Uni wise - our first report is in for this week, so I should really write up what I've done in draft so far. Also got some coursework marks back, which lifted my spirit somewhat. 90% for the module I've done badly at? Yes plz. [Coursework makes up 20%, so that's, what, 32 needed from the exam e.e;] I do really want it... Just hope I've learnt my lesson.
It's odd how many times our lecturer went on about violation the other day - code violation, admittedly. But sometimes, we're dumb. I like being dumb occasionally.

The fic has invaded my brain.


Also, I found a sock behind my radiator. Beat that.
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[And you rock my world like whoa.]
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Stolen from [livejournal.com profile] lacus
Put your media/mp3 player to random shuffle, and list the first 30 songs which come up, no matter how embarrassing they are. Then list down your favorite lyrics to the songs and post them on your journal. Unleash your flist on them and see how many songs they recognise.

causing all the trouble you can cause with two hands )

Finally went over 5000 mp3s on winamp XD And last night involved much food. *ded* I do adore Mexican.

My window won't shut.
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[I want to hear you laugh like you really mean it, collapse into me, tired with joy.]
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Let's have some good and some bad. Okay, not much bad.

Snow Patrol - Eyes Open is good. This is a wonderful, brilliant album. >_> I love it. There's some songs that I haven't really taken to yet, but there's four or five that I love and adore. Strangely enough mostly about 'this relationship is fucked up, but I still love you.' Awww. :3 [And crap, Snow Patrol are touring. I may have to consult teh boy. Because... this may mean. I will see the two bands on ym 'omg see' list this winter.]

Muse - Supermassive Black Hole. I want to like it cause, hey, Muse! But... it doesn't sound like Muse. Therein my problem. I'm sure it'd be ok if it wasn't Muse. But... I may be coming around. [I just like going 'IT SUCKS' it seems.]

Shopping makes me gleeful. I have 'roar' pajamas. Um, how cool is that?

...Revision. Oh noes.

And I might have hayfever. ;D


Here's an emo
There's an emo
And a little furry emo
Slutty emo, girly emo
Emo, emo, KICK.


And also, in other news. MY BIRTHDAY, BIATCHES.
Okay two things. One, on my birthday, there'll be a small thing in Birmingham, with food, and ddr, and shopping for converse, and then going back to mine for... movies? Anime? Ultimate lols? Being terrorized by small children? Who knows.
Saturday, a meet. Of meetlike proportions.
Just comment, k. >_>;