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jump start my kaleidoscope heart

already out of foolproof ideas

[all of this makes me love you more.]
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The first five people to comment on this post get to request a ficlet from you. In return, they have to post this meme in their journal. Post all fandoms you're willing to write for.

bandom, doctor who, various anime [ccs, fruits basket, digimon, one piece at a stretch]. um, suggest it, and I'll shoot you down.

I'm also just in general uninspired. I have my [livejournal.com profile] nightmare_xmas assignment, I have an idea, I have how it should start- but I get stuck there.


I keep wanting to have my mood as accomplished. I love those dork faces. however, lazy will do too.

I'm trying to plan out my trip to Sheffield - it all hinges on me getting the last tram to the station - which leaves at 11.15pm. however, there's still a two hour wait in the station, unless by some freak chance I can get there by 10.30. that ain't gonna happen. it's the waiting in the station that I'm scared about. however, I will get to see My Chemical Romance and Mindless Self Indulgence. oh man, you wish you were me. or not.
it's the morning after that's gonna kill me. two concerts in a row, and I won't be getting in until 3am - and a 9am start. I just thank god I live so close to the station. [why couldn't you have just come to Manchester? then I'd have had people to go with D¦ I don't mind the going alone so much, but there's a big difference between the Academy and Sheffield. *takes a kitten* *shotget*]


in other fannish news, Brand New's Untitled 7 is released on iTunes tomorrow! however, I dislike iTunes, so anyone know how to unlock the coding? aha. I'm going to buy it, I still have that free code I got for drinking too much coke.


something hilariously awful happened today. I have this thing with my jeans - the hem at the bottom tends to wear away and go all ratty. and on one leg, there's a fairly long strip of material that's still attatched, but just gets in the way. I was crossing the road after I'd been shopping, and being partially distracted by my phone, stepped on the end of my jeans, tripped myself up, and completely wiped out. thank god I was not actually in the road at this point, but on the little bit of pavement in between the lanes. the guy crossing the road from the other side was all 'D: sorry!' although, I had no idea what he thought he'd done.
poor lettuce and pizza box, you broke my fall. for great justice.

I seriously need to go along to the doctors. [and register for one that I'm actually in the right area for!] someone remind me or something.


I keep saying about how the world is too small. one of my flatmates [and his friend, but that's a whole different story, aha] is on the same course as [livejournal.com profile] dogmop. which is kind of coincidental. turns out, Alan also was actually in a group last year with [livejournal.com profile] madmailbu, who I have known on and off, since reception. seriously, it's the freakiest thing, especially considering how much of a random coincidence we got in touch again in the first place.

[it's whispering its truth, not mine.]
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oh my god, I'm so fucking bored. yeah, I'm totally emofacing.

random points - when the lift gets to my floor, it tells me we're at the second basement. what.
- been watching many things. Lucky Number Slevin, Run Fatboy Run, Shaun of the Dead, and half of a Hornblower episode before I fell asleep on Katie's sofa. [in my defence, this was about 4am.] and also, Beck. because it's the only anime I have.
- uni seems to be okay. as in, like, 4 year course. no resits. huh.
- I've left my library cards at home. oops. no books for me.
- I'm stealing the unis internet. but I'm bored. :[
- seriously. BORED.
- I keep having moments of random nostalgia. since I have my old computer with me, I keep digging around my old files. like, old photos I took. me with my shitty blue hair. [oh god, the colour looked awful half faded.] I'm half temptd to put photos up to show how little I've changed.

in a bit, I'm gonna go buy some caffiene, and maybe go and clean my room. or go sleep.

eta: dear god, pictures of walls is the best website ever for cheering myself up.

[i am not your friend, i am not your lover.]
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AHAHHAA WHAT. I hate my stupid face and it's inability to look, well, unretarded.
cut for photo )

see there. that's me. looking really, um, I don't know. please note at this point I was kind of 'o____o what what *shock*'

[yes this is another gratitous I MET PANIC post. I'LL GET OVER IT SOON, PROMISE.]

[have another drink and drive yourself home, i hope there's ice on all the roads.]
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you know, really, what are the odds?

15 songs are given away every minute on this iTunes thing Coke are running, right? I just entered 9 codes in. and won 2 songs in the same minute.
obvious, I is super lucky.

[go on, other 7 codes, one of you win me an ipod.]


question meme from the fantabolous [livejournal.com profile] nickel_curry!

1. Leave me a comment~
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better weird ass questions I come up with off the top of my head. [delete as applicable, k.]
3. You can respond in the comments here, or spread this meme like a plague in your own journal.
4. RINSE, REPEAT. If you post this in your journal, I'll come and make you ask me questions.

1. How did you get started blogging? Why do I not know this??
I got into fanfiction before blogging, and one day, someone commented on my fic, and when I looked at their profile, they had a link to deadjournal. what a marvelous thing this is, said little 14 year old me. so I toddled over and made an account. the person I was semi-stalking moved to lj, which made me sad face, since lj had codes at this point. however, this lovely girlie gave me an code. but somewhere in my time on dj, I ran into this crazy girl who posted quizzes and Gravitation pic spams. I have no idea who that was. [so yeah, it's sort of your fault! *squish* also, I saw this question and totally began watchign Wolf's Rain again, aha.]

2. What was your super bestest score on DDR / favouritest song to play?
I've gotten a AA on Jam Jam Reggae on Difficult before, although the hardest song I've passed is either Era or My Summer Love on Expert. So my favourites would be those probably, although there's a few others I play for kicks, like Breakdown, Love Love Shine and Candy♥

3. What do you take on your hamburgers? (I am hungry D:)
Normally just cheese, I am boring. or whatever comes on a big mac or whopper, I am sheep. although, onion rings on the side are always winners.

4. If you had the money to invent or build anything, what would it be?
ummmm ahaha no idea. a really cool house? 8D With like, a fish pond. with koi carp. and a really nice big bed. I love my bed. and a balcony!

5. Look around your room; what's the first book you spot?
The Lord of The Rings trilogy and my Cardcaptor Sakura manga boxsets are like, right by my pc.

[i'm addicted to the way i feel when i think of you.]
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i'm reeling. if this is true...

oh god, you guys have no idea how happy i'm going to be.

i still don't believe it though. but if my tutor has lied to me... blargh.

[you guys, i'm still on the masters! the freaking masters! i'm in manchester for another two years! i can live with [livejournal.com profile] dogmop and co next year!]

[feel like every chance to leave is another chance i should have took.]
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Have some maths. Two apple danishes costs 89p. There is an offer on where you can buy two packs for one pound - a saving of 78p. The packs are reduced to clear and have their price set to 20p each. So two packets costs 40p. But, the discount still applies.
We got paid 38p to have some apple danishes.

...Okay, obviously Decaydance are collectively trying to kill me with videos. And furries. why oh why. furries having a danceoff with hiphop dancers. furries that are secretly panic! at the disco.

Every day, I managed to turn on my phone. In my sleep. Mad skills, I tell you.

[the more i hang around you, the more hangups i get.]
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So, um, haha, thanks computer. You lulled me into a false sense of security... and are actually still broken. Which means... on and off again, mended computer for birthday.
At least I should get my hoodie and tshirt sooon. Soon-ish.

We ended up going out to dinner two nights in a row. I feel spoilt. We went to the fish restaurant down the road which is always good. Although my dad tried to walk in the wrong door, people were making fishy jokes and my mother didn't enjoy her food. And we talked about programming over dinner.

Okay, a few summers okay - two years, to be precise - a woman at the stables asked me how old I was, and was super surprised I was 18. She thought I was 14.
When I said it was my birthday tomorrow, she said she thought I was 18.

It's maybe too warm to sleep. Or I'm too tired.

I seem to be off all over the place in the next few weeks. Possibly going to London on Sunday, then Bex's birthday the weekend after, then back up to Manchester. July is relatively empty, then it's a month of awesome - Tokonatsu, Amecon and Reading. Then I'm back at uni. And who knows?

[We all have sizeable scars, we got it.]
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Ummm, Mind Game may possibly have been two hours of my life that I want back. ...Wait, does that even make sense?

And people knowing each other! Scary. I will never quite get over it when someone goes 'Oh hey, that's virtualgirl off Toko!' [virtualgirl is my perma msn name, as opposed to the nyanko it used to be] and I have no clue who they are. :D I always forget people, I kind of suck.
But I spent time hanging around cool people, so that's always an up.
Although cocktails should be drank slower, skittles and coke should not be had together, and despite how warm it is in the day [seriously warm, what is the weather?] I still need a jacket at night. This is Manchester, and it is only May.

It's also Star Wars day, woot, and I don't have to be in until 11! And also, it's Katie's birthday, yay! ♥

Also, my computer is having power supply issues, and turns itself off intermittently. Goddamn technology.

[and it's always sweet when people are 'are you sure you'll be okay?' when you have to walk a whole two minutes to get home. :3;]

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Someone has stapled a notice on what to do in a fire on my door.

Ironically, we had a fire alarm today. And there was the huge fire in the city centre.

However, the sign wasn't there before and that kind of thing creeps me out.

[I die everytime you're on his side.]
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...so like, Panman replaced the Mujs forums for a bit today. I seriously laughed at that one.

I've also got myself a wifi usb thing, so awesome. And uh, I need to stop spending my money.

One coursework down, one piece of project work almost done. So like, if I can get it working tomorrow, it means I have fuck all [apart from the report] to do and then it is over.

People! Come see me! I beg you! But also make me revise.

Annnd apparently we're off to Satan's tonight. Hmm. And um, I'm late.

[i know, she knows, i'm not from new oscott. ...well, i'm not.]

Also, I can hear when Man United score. Like, I can hear the screams from the football ground. [or whatever just happened.]

[This song is not for you lovers.]
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Monday was a fantastic day. Ellie came over, and then we went to the park to play. Because it's not like we're 19 or anything, right? Right. So, swinging and shopping and giggling and talking and pick and mix were had, and I really do love this girl. ♥ She is far cuter than I will ever be, alas. I was being a spaz and showing her pictures, and she looked at a few and said 'Is that a girl or a boy?' And ahh, this is true love. ♥ ♥ Because Ryan Ross is a girl.
The Atlanta show is ♥ 'The poor groom's bride is a... slut.' And Brendon looks like Brandon Flowers from the Killers all of a sudden. I... approve.
I also really love the new Killers video. The dinosaur! Playing beatmania games! Teaching Japanese school children how to dance!

Most of my days are spent revising, trying to revise and picking ambiguous msn names. Plus playing Maple, because I have a new guild! With people I know! If only Alex hadn't abandoned us, sob sob, emo, etc. And also kicking fics. Because they are mutating.

[hooker demons. demons... that are hookers. oh god, i love my fandom so much.]

Exchanges like 'Tomorrow is SPPPAAAAAARRTTTTAAAAAAA.' '...No, tomorrow is Friday.' make my life better. ♥

[livejournal.com profile] eleclya_m, next year, do you fancy going to the horse riding club with me? I'll try and stick with it this year, but I'm really not sure which class I'll be in.
But I'm riding Banner again, and I love him so much.

What? My house is like a black hole for my jacket. There's this one jacket I brought like... Well, it was America, and I haven't been to America since 03. And I wore it a lot in lower sixth. So yeah, almost four years ago.
For some reason, it was on the banisters the other day. But hey. I wanted a new hoodie. I'm still eyeing that Panic hoodie for my birthday. [if anyone loves me, I'm twenty in June. ahaha.] I'm also thinking of being really mean and sending my mother to go to Hot Topic for arm warmers for me when they go to America - if they go. But seriously, they'd be staying in one of the Disney hotels. And I can't go. [Plus, it'd be including the day of my dad's 50th birthday. Talk about random.]

I should be seeing Neko on Wednesday. At last! I mean, I last saw her at Auchi, which was too long ago.

I love being at home. The internet is so fast.

[I didn't mean that, I really mean that.]
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Anonymous texts freak me the fuck out. Especially when people are ':D We miss you!' which just makes me go ':D! ...Who are you?'
[Turns out it was Izzy, aha.]

[I think part of my problem is that my phone scares me. I jump every time it goes off.]

Today kinda sucked. But hey, it's the start of a new week, right? right.

Organised water gun attack squad at Toko? sounds like a plan. Water of contempt? Yes plz.
I seriously can't wait for the cons.

[so everything gets put off a little, and I don't know if it helps or not. apparently, I have a lot of anger. I also have a lot of denial. but it's all ok.]

['We miss you like furries miss fur.' WHAT. WHAAAAAT.]

[You only come up when you know I'm going down.]
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Dear people in general,

Stop knowing each other. It's freaking me out.

Thanks ♥


So a girl in the indie society knows a girl in the anime society [who knows someone else in the indie society] who knows someone else in the anime society [who is actually the first person] who knows someone who went to toko and is on my msn list.
The world is shrinking at an alarming rate.

[Hey, oh here I am, and there we go.]
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My eye feels twitchy, the daddy long legs are attempting to take over the world, and I'm in that sleepy-maybe-that-Aftershock-was-a-bad-idea kinda mood.

It was really great to see everyone again. Although I have a strange suspicision I was acting like a complete idiot most of the night. >_> I do love my friends so. ;_;
Noodly goodness and then sitting around in a pub. I giggled a lot. I think.

But packing is... uh, going? Or at least, I'm washing my clothes and needing a suitcase.

I keep hearing things and its starting to freak me out. And I lack the inspiration to write a decent entry. :D yays.

[I reject your reality and substitute my own.]
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I live in the twilight zone.

Seriously. An ex appears to be friends with everyone I know at Birmingham Uni. ...Maybe because they all do Physics. xDDDD I am amused in a way.

And last night I had a dream involving another ex, getting lost in shopping centres, hugs and Riverdance.
My dreams are telling me to play ddr. :D

I had my haircut, it's kinda smexy. And rather similar to what it was before. And it's now all a nice coppery colour.
Also, +1 plate set gained. Tis all cool and sakura petaly.

...I'm hungry. *eats Iso's brain*

[And everytime you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh.]
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1. Post a list of 12 books/movies/TV that you've had a fannish love of at some time in your life.
2. Have your friends list guess your favorite character from each one.

1. Fruits Basket - Kyou
2. Kingdom Hearts - Kairi [...look. that layouty thing up there.]
3. Digimon - Kari
4. Nana
5. Firefly
6. Tenchi Muyo - Ryo-Ohki
7. Sailor Moon
8. Card Captor Sakura - Sakura
9. Pirates of the Carribean - Will
10. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzimiya
11. Lord of the Rings [book]
12. Harry Potter


Oh yeah, Microelectric Components for the win. ELEVEN PEOPLE. Hehe, yeah, I can get into my class list now.

But yes. Conspiracies abound. Future incoming puppy, possibly to be named Indy. Because Indiana. 'I've got a lot of fond memories of that dog.' ...If anyone actually gets the reference, I'd so totally love you.
But... a dog. Srsly. But my dad gave in. Which nobody was expecting.

And Rose, how I adore thee. It's taken me 4 days to do what took me about a month to do.

Uni soon. And holy crap, am I gonna miss Banner or what. ;___________________________________;

But hrrrm. I want to write, and I'm sleepy, and I want that camera >______>
I also like chewing bluetak. *gnaws* Teeth marks show up so well.